1. SOMETHING WORSE THAN LONELINESS
Words and Music by Bob Lind
Yes, I’m lost without you
But I’m used to being lost
I’m not afraid of stepping over
This hard line you’ve made me cross
I know the value and the cost
Of what lies broken here inside
But I goddamn well can stand it
Cause my truth still hasn’t died
And my heart feels like a tombstone in my chest
But there’s something worse than loneliness
Walking through the mall I
Saw a man and wife go by
He had regret strapped to his shoulders
There was ice behind his eyes
She used her voice to brutalize
Her words like vicious birds of prey
Were diving deep into his soul
And tearing bits of flesh away
His bones were buried in the creases of her dress
And there’s something worse than loneliness
The hunters place the decoys on the lake
And hide away
The birds fly down to find
The cold charade of painted clay
They leave the sanctum of the sky
So trustingly
They die for company
They die for company
They die for company
Yes, these nights are long and
Yes, these silences run deep
I feel the sweet deceit of memory
Crush my faith and steal my sleep
As I am struggling to keep
This thing that makes me what I am
As this longing for you gathers like
A flood behind a dam
And I’m lonely here without you, I confess
But there’s something worse than loneliness
2. ROLL THE WINDOWS DOWN
Words and Music by Bob Lind
Roll the windows down. I see no sign of rain.
The sun is just like gold dust on my skin.
Every ray of hope I lost is mine again.
I can feel it beginning. Can’t you feel it beginning?
It’s the sweet taste of winning.
And I’m drinking it in.
Roll the windows down. We’re driving straight away
From every bump and bend we ever knew.
The road lies out ahead like one long Saturday
And we’re not gonna miss it.
There’s no way that we’ll miss it.
It’s so real I could kiss it.
And it’s kissing me too.
Jenny put on some jazz.
Let’s get in motion.
There’s a breeze off the ocean
And a seaside café
On this beautiful day.
Roll the windows down. The sky is clear and blue.
Close your eyes and let your red hair blow.
All the dreams you thought you’d lost are here for you.
And we’re not gonna miss it.
There’s no way that we’ll miss it.
It’s so real I could kiss it.
Roll ’em down and let’s go.
3. THIS DAY WITHOUT YOU
Words and Music by Bob Lind
This day without you is only a shell.
An empty market with nothing to sell.
A sinking silence that yesterday fell into
And a 90-pound weight in my shoes.
This day without you is gunmetal gray.
It’s ice on the windshield; fog in the bay.
An old set of strings too brittle to stay in tune.
Just as cold and remote as the moon.
Some days are rivers that ripple and flow.
Some days are jungles where mysteries grow.
This day without you is dust in my open hands.
Just as dry as Egyptian sands.
This day without you is edging on by.
Tomorrow’s shadow is tingeing the sky.
But something remains like the strains of a strange perfume.
Seeping into the walls of this room.
4. TERRY’S SONG (JUST RIGHT)
Words and Music by Bob Lind
There’s a right – there’s a just-right – someone for you.
Something good, but not too good to be true.
And I’m not talking about “kinda nice,” “almost it.”
I don’t mean something that will
Do for now.
There’s a just-right space in somebody’s home
And a voice that’s whispering, “Don’t be alone.”
And you can hear it if you let yourself. I know you can.
Someone trying to get
Through some how.
I know they tell you it’s not easy
Finding love in these angry days.
But I know something they don’t tell you:
It’s only hard if you’re afraid.
There’s a just-right guy who cares about you.
And I guess by now I don’t have to say who.
I feel your kindness like a welcome mat. You show me that.
I feel the loneliness be-
Hind your fear.
Your just-right love is waiting here.
5. LEAVE ME ALONE
Words and Music by Bob Lind
He was a loner in the schoolyard
He didn’t like the other kids
He told them all to keep their distance
So they did
(Leave me alone) It’s what he said with words and looks
(Leave me alone) No you can’t borrow my books
(Leave me alone) Don’t include me in your plans
(Leave me alone) Find another place to stand
Leave me alone
Later on, there was a woman
She saw the best of what he was
She couldn’t find a way to reach him
No one does
(Leave me alone) Let’s just keep it loose and free
(Leave me alone) I don’t need this weight on me
(Leave me alone) She tried and struggled to get through
(Leave me alone) Till there was nothing left to do
But walk away alone
Time destroys our bodies and our pride
But time doesn’t change us much inside
It felt like any other morning
The smell of coffee in the air
He just dropped dead there in the kitchen
No one was there
(Leave me alone) Another night; another dawn
(Leave me alone) Nobody noticed he was gone
(Leave me alone) And at the funeral yesterday
(Leave me alone) Nobody had a word to say
They left him there alone
6. HOW CAN YOU GO
Words and Music by Bob Lind
I can’t believe you wanna leave
When I do all a man can do
To make your life a breeze.
I took your Visa to the store
And bought you that new power mower
So you don’t have to hurt your back
Or have an ugly heart attack and
Oh! How can you go?
I hate to see you packing up. Hold on!
I’ll spit this used tobacco juice into this coffee cup
And get on up and
Baby we can dance.
I’ll kick this pile of underpants and socks aside.
We’ll glide across the floor and I’ll be light on your toes.
How can you go?
I tell you that you’re looking good so much
I know I spoil you.
But it gets me hot to watch you fix the sink
And change the oil.
You need me and you know it’s true
To tell you how to think and what to do.
To pick your clothes and TV shows
And handle the remote control and
Oh! How can you go?
7. MY SATELLITE
Words and Music by Bob Lind
O my satellite, did you think I wouldn’t miss you
Deep in this empty night, here in this home we tried to make.
Both of us were fragile.
But I never dreamed that one of us would break.
O my satellite, the world we circled was a hard one.
We kept that world in sight, but held our distance as we flew.
You were my protection.
And I always thought that I was shielding you.
From our refuge here
We could see, so clear
All the madness raging below.
But I never knew
How it pulled on you
Till you let go.
Standing on the earth, I search wilderness above me.
There are no answers here
About the path you chose to take.
Now it’s only me here.
And feel this sacred ground begin to shake.
8. BACK TO ME IN MEMPHIS
Words and Music by Bob Lind
There was a fat white moon over Beale Street.
There was barbecue and hope in the air.
And the blues poured through the window
As I combed my straggly hair.
And a few miles south at Graceland
Maybe Elvis heard my prayer.
She came back to me in Memphis.
I came back to life right there.
I walked into Silky’s courtyard.
And I sat down all alone
In my finest shorts and flip flops
And my grocery store cologne.
And I made my loser’s wish
And when I opened up my eyes,
She came back to me in Memphis
And there’ll be no more goodbyes
I gave her every reason on earth for breaking free.
So many lies and wasted chances.
More than all the stars in the skies of Tennessee
But now the whole wide city dances.
They were rocking over at Alfred’s.
There was gospel at Reverend Green’s.
They were bending strings at B.B. King’s.
There was jazz from Ruby the Queen.
From Front Street down to Old Church Park
There was music every day.
She came back to me in Memphis.
And I finally heard it play.
9. YOU LOOK JUST LIKE A GIRL AGAIN
Words and Music by Danny O’Keefe
I know you must get weary
Of the years you cannot hide.
But sometimes when you’re smiling,
Still, I can see the girl inside.
In the dark, I can be so many men.
In the dark, you are every woman then.
But in the light, I can see your face again.
And in the light you look just like a girl again.
And oh, these tender moments
That we hang our dreams upon
Were we ever really young?
And are we now so far beyond?
Candlelight
Gets me drifting way back when.
Tonight in the light,
Baby, you look just like a girl again.
You look just like a girl again.
10. WRONG AGAIN
Words and Music by Bob Lind
How much do I know?
I thought the Wright Brothers were crazy.
The boys could fly though.
And now they look down on the birds.
Don’t listen to a word I say.
I’da toldja there’s just no way
Somebody as fine as you
Could look at me the way you do.
I never thought that love so strong
Would come along.
But I was wrong again.
I don’t play long shots
I had my money on Goliath.
One little slingshot
And now I have to eat my words.
Never thought I had a chance in hell.
Goes to show that you just can’t tell.
This warm and delicious kiss,
I never woulda bet on this
(That you’d pick me to be your man).
But in the end,
I’m glad I’m wrong again.
11. THE FADING MAN
Words and Music by Bob Lind
He sat across from me, the light receding from his eyes.
He said, “I’m useless, son. The world I know has passed me by.
It’s all so complicated. Nothing I ever learned applies.”
He was close to 80 then, about two years since mom had passed.
He said, “The precious things are not the things that tend to last.
I’m moving slower now. The days and traffic move too fast.”
I don’t get this music now. Can’t work the gadgets in this car.
My life is doctor visits, daytime TV and salad bars.
I used to care,” he said. “I had my dreams. I had my friends.
I go to funerals now, of friends whose dreams have reached an end.
And I’m just waiting now. Hard as I try, I can’t pretend.”
I still recall that day, though time has long since turned the page.
I hear him asking me, in his confusion and his rage,
Where is this wisdom, that’s supposed to come with age?”
12. BORN FOR THIS
Words and Music by Bob Lind
Zebras, they were built to run; lions built to kill.
Doctors born to save you while the lawyers write your will.
Everyone and everything has got a space to fill.
Me, I was born for this. Me, I was born for this.
I was born for 60-minute sets.
Fingers pressing steel against the frets.
Music on my lips like kisses, singing you my life
And this is just why I exist.
I was born for this.
I was born for this.
Angels walk on streets of gold; The Devil walks in fire.
Ladies in the circus like to walk up on the wire.
I was born to walk the bass and crank the treble higher.
Me, I was born for this.
Me, I was born for this.
Songs on silver platters come to me in dreams.
This is all that matters. And I take it to extremes.
I was born for standing on a stage.
Writing words and notes upon a page.
I was born to learn the art of moving minds and touching hearts.
And even when I miss,
I was born for this.
I was born for this.
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